The feelings I had as a small child when I received a gift were those that I am sure all of us can remember, the excitement and anticipation of receiving the gift were those of total jubilation. But as the years went by it was all lost from the bondage I was held in from my alcoholism. Today those feelings are back and greater than I ever experienced in my life. through a relationship with my higher power GOD which was introduced to me through  AA .I have received the gift of life and burst.